
This evening I saw one of my idols perform in the flesh. It was, as you may have guessed, the one and only Marianne Faithfull. This was indeed what one may call a "pinnacle" (or "peeny-klay") in my life. I have adored this woman since age 11 when I immediately fell in love her ethereal beauty after seeing a photograph of her in some music encyclopedia, which I read a lot of at that stage in my life. I proceeded to steal my older sisters copy of "Blazing Away" and listened to songs like "Sister Morphine" and "Why D'Ya Do It" with no idea what they were actually about. I just dug the sound, man. And I thought I was mighty cool and sophisticated listening to MF when all the kids in my year group were still into Nelly and Avril Lavigne. Something about her low, husky, ex-junkie, smokers voice enchanted me so much that she has remained one of my favourite musicians and muses to this day.
I got to the venue pretty early and managed to score a seat on the right hand side of the front row which was I pretty stoked about. No one in my social circle is really as avid a Marianne fan as myself, so I attended the show all alone. I guess I must be a bit weird for my age as I'm fairly certain I was the only 20 year old there in the crowd of what would've been roughly 400 people. The entire place was full of middle aged arty types in berets and crazy earrings and whatnot. Think Margaret Pomeranz from "At The Movies" and you get the picture. Honestly, I really felt like I was at a concert with all my high school art, drama and english teachers x100. Not that I really cared all that much.
The show was so so so brilliant but unfortunately it was cut short. My poor idol had badly hurt her leg whilst walking up the stairs of her hotel, and you could certainly tell. She stood in the wings for a long time before the show began looking really nervous and unwell and she looked so bad for a moment I thought they were going to cancel. She had to get her assistants to practically carry her on stage, and every now and then they had to help prop her up on her stool. It was absolutely devastating seeing her like that, but she held herself together so well and made jokes about it. A true performer.
She was really charming and seemed so honest and friendly. She explained about her leg and muttered "Shit happens". And she caught my eye a couple of times and I got all schoolgirlish and sort of giggled and looked away haha. And despite being a 65 year old reformed heroin addict who had just done her leg in, she still looked absolutely beautiful (though obviously not quite the saucy minx she is in the above picture). She wore a very demure black leather suit, which I thought was very cool, a sort of playful but very sophisticated ode to her "Girl On A Motorcycle" days. Yes, the woman oozed coolness even with a bung leg.
The highlights were her not her own songs (though "Broken English" was fantastic!), but a Morrissey cover ("Dear God Please Help Me"), which melted my heart and then froze it and broke it.
It was a shame that she did not play my three favourites, those being "Sister Morphine", "Guilt" and "Why D'Ya Do It" but it was clear she did not have the energy. i cannot complain, as I can not begin to explain how amazing it was for me to be in the presence of this woman.
Bless your soul Marianne, I hope you are quickly recovering and are safely tucked into bed in your hotel room, having a nice cup of tea and reading a good novel. You better go get your X-Ray tomorrow like you said you would!
You still fucking rock you old legend!